Mariush reclined on the couch
facing the back and fidgeted irritably. “Why can’t this be over yet?” She
turned, flung a damp cloth off her forehead into the basin beside her, rolled over on her other side. “We were
taught it was usually half a day! Mother, you lied!”
“No my dear, I did not
lie.” Mother rubbed her back, strong hands kneading, supporting. “We taught the usual
endeavouring time. This baby is your first and you may go several days
and nights so you should sleep.”
“I tried that,” she said sulkily. The ants seethed on the walls in diagrams that glittered gold, pulsing to the baby's heartbeat, counter pulsing a coppery glitter to monitor Mariush's. Both were steady, periodic washes of colour, the baby's gleam twinkling against her mother's much slower shine.
Shashi's ants and beetles waited, quiescent and dark, ready to spring into motion should there be trouble. They were almost black against the honey-coloured walls, hidden in the edges of the room, faint shadows of emergency ready, ready to produce oxygen should it be needed, razor edged scalpel claws tucked hidden underneath.
“And you succeeded until the
contractions woke you up early this morning.”
“I’m thirsty,” she whined, and
Shashi gave her a glass of honey’d water. Mariush drank it down and
restlessly got up and paced.
Mother settled down on the divan
and propped a pillow behind her own head. Her dragonflies, ranged blue and green all around the edges of the pillow, fanned her with glass wings. “From my experience you have
another day perhaps, lovie. Save your strength.”
“The barbarians... the Trovi...
they have tubs of water for birthing mothers to float in...” Mariush knew she
was being awful but everything was so irritating.
“And if you had been the
Emperor’s, rather than a cast off zardukar I’m sure he would have had
the precious fluid set up for you. Unfortunately we are in the Dry.”
“Mother it makes no sense for me
to be birthing in the Dry. Why do humans do that? Everything else
is most fecund in the high spring not now.”
“We are still strangers here, daughter.
And our kind... our bodies... have not yet adapted to this land.”
Mariush muttered angrily and
wiped her face and head with the wet cloth and curled up around her stomach,
arms loosely clasped over her quivering belly as it began to tighten up
again. “Ow. Ow. Ow,” she said dispassionately. “This is
uncomfortable and I don’t like it.”
“I know daughter. Believe
me, I know. The first is always the most annoying.”
**
Shashi’s voice rose, alone in the
middle of the night. A soothing song... a lullaby for a weary
mother. An endeavouring mother. Diryish padded down the spiralling
way inside the wall and touched three pads to open the door.
He stepped into Mariush’s rooms
behind a carved screen and took in the scene in front of him. How many
times have I seen my daughters, my grand-daughters, labour so hard? How
many babies have I seen born in my Loggia? The person who has been
killing my brood, I will find and sting to death if I can.
Mariush
lay in the bed, restless, not sleeping not really waking, dozing more than
anything. Shashi, heavy herself, sat on the bottom of the bed, cradling
her own stomach, looking wilted.
Thriti was just waking, splashing
water on her face from the basin, raising her sleeves and tying them off.
He stepped out from behind the screen. “I’m in good time then?”
Mother nodded at him. “If
you are strong enough, you may be her couch. She’ll be in transition
soon. All the bugs have been passing on data.”
“I might be old, woman, but I can
sit and have my hands seized and crushed by a birthing woman still.”
“Let me check her.”
A whispered word to Shashi who
stopped singing and nodded. She moved to lie down where she was,
watching. Mother checked Mariush and laid a hand on her shoulder.
“Do you feel ready to push?”
“I’ve been wanting to push for
the last while...” she snarled.
“Come along then.”
Mariush didn’t even blink at Diryish
being there, so wrapped in herself that she would not notice. She settled
onto the padding on the floor and leaned back against Diryish’s knees. He
wrapped his wirey old arms around her and she grasped her knees and pulled up
on them, hard.
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